Well, now I teach high school, part time, and I have been enjoying it. I'm not sure they provide as much material for a blog about classroom laughs as 7th grade students. Although, I haven't really been looking.
Looking back on the year so far, I think the most hilarious moment of this year was when a student of mine was trying to write on the SmartBoard. Those things are as difficult to write on as those signature machines that you see at every check out counter these days. What was so funny about it was that he would write and then get frustrated at us when we couldn't read it. Gosh! we were so dumb!
I guess I'm going to have to keep on trying.
Monday, March 30, 2009
Thursday, May 15, 2008
I had a Dream - A true story
We have been trying for 8 years to become parents, and all our failures have been mine. Our first pregnancy was a burst ectopic that almost killed me, and our 6th and last pregnancy and miscarriage in October finished our hopes (or so I thought) of ever becoming parents. And then a miracle happened. It started with a dream. One morning in early April, the 10th to be exact, I woke up with a very vivid dream which was also funny, and I shared it with my husband. After sharing it, I forgot it until that night my husband reminded me.
My dream was about a girl we both know. When we first moved into our house eleven years ago, she was four years old, and almost every day since that first day she knocked on our door to see if anyone could come out and play, she visited us. She was like our adopted niece and shadow. Now, she is a teenager, and we hardly ever see her. In my dream, she had a baby and was not ready to be a parent, so she wanted us to adopt this baby. At one point in my dream, she complained about the baby being a hyper child, and all of a sudden, he was a rambunctious 8-year old boy, jumping on top of a table (my dreams are weird that way sometimes, like a play with no transitions between scenes). I reminded her that she was no picnic at that age either, and then all of a sudden Dave and I were driving on a path in a golf cart next to a lake to go and visit our baby. It was a completely silly and funny dream, and it gave us both a good laugh, until later that night as we were talking about the most important decision in our lives, and the dream became an indication of the future.
Later that day, I was teaching my second math class. The kids were working together on a project, and I was walking around the room like a waitress with 23 customers, helping, observing, reminding, motivating, and pushing them to learn when the phone rang. The phone ringing during class is not unusual, so I had no inkling about the impact this call would have as I picked up the phone. I said hello, and in response I heard Marilyn’s voice. She said, “Alice? Hold on. Your doctor is on the other line, just a minute.” In the split second that it took for her to transfer the call, I felt a flash of confusion. I hadn’t been to see the doctor since last October. My doctor greeted me and then said, “Are you sitting down?” So I sat down with a little twinge of fear. The fleeting thought occurred to me that maybe she discovered that our miscarriage in October really was due to cancer, and she had recently found new evidence; and so when she told me about the baby who was born yesterday, I was understandably slow to comprehend. She explained further. “The birth mother wants him to be adopted. He’s healthy. He’s beautiful. She didn’t have prenatal care before last week because I think the birth mother just didn’t want to face the fact that she was pregnant, but she wants him to have a good home. She asked me to help her with this, because she wants a completely closed adoption. I thought of you immediately.”
“Wow, I’d better sit down,” I thought. Oh, I was already sitting down. I wanted to say yes, what’s next. I wanted to say, no, we’re not ready. We were in the pre-beginning stages of this complicated process called adoption. She must have heard my thoughts because she explained how she would help us find a lawyer to help us through the process, so I thanked her for calling and told her I would call her back after I had spoken to my husband. Wow! The rest of the day was a blur, but I do remember that I did manage to reach Dave by phone at work to tell him of this miracle. My husband, more cautious than I, told me we would talk about it that evening when we got home. So we talked when we both got home that night, and in our conversation he reminded me of my dream. We recalled our last pregnancy and figured that this baby was born right around the time our baby would have been born had he survived. We decided to call and tell my doctor that, yes, we were 100% sure that we wanted this baby. And then the phone rang, right then. Just like it would happen in a movie, it was our lawyer calling to give us more information about how we would begin this wonderful journey - another sign that this was meant to be.
Since then we have spent a handful of hours with our son, Carson, who is right now in foster care with a very nice family an hour drive away. Every time we visit, it gets harder and harder to leave. The foster mother is very strict about her time, and I have been fighting my feelings of jealousy; but it isn’t easy when she tells me things like he smiled at her, even though she adds it might have just been gas. I just have to keep telling myself that this was meant to be, and that God has a reason for answering our prayers in ways we least expect, and then I think back to one more mystical detail of our experience so far that solidifies my feelings that everything is going to happen like it should. The detail is from the first trip we took to the foster home to see Carson. We had already spent time with him in the hospital that weekend and had met the foster parents when they picked him up the day before at the hospital, but this was the first day that we were visiting him in the foster home. We were driving into Manitowoc past this impressive, modern-looking complex. We were speculating about what it might be when my husband commented that they had a nice wide path on the grounds, and it looked like it was made for golf carts. Just then, I looked to my right and we were passing a small lake called Silver Lake, and that last, seemingly meaningless part of my dream came rushing back to me. “It’s my dream!” I shouted. My husband looked at me startled and concerned that I had finally completely lost my mind, and then I explained it to him because I had not told him the golf cart and lake part of my dream before. He accepted it as a matter of fact, another sign that this baby was meant to be.
Now our home study is done, and our court hearing is scheduled for the 23rd of May. After that date, the birth parents can no longer change their minds, and even though for 6 months after that we are considered a temporary placement before there is a finalization hearing, May 23rd will be the day we can begin truly rejoicing that he is ours. We have the option of having him come home sooner, and that is an opportunity that I am taking. I start my leave on May 16th, and ironically, now that we have a set date, it is harder to wait. I am more antsy for our lives to begin. As I write this now it’s only 6 days away, but this wait seems longer than any I have ever endured. What will be nice about having him come home the week before our hearing, because it is before the hearing, we will have a week with our baby that will be just ours before the flood of well-wishing friends and relatives begins.
We have been cautioned that if the birth parents change their minds that it is harder to accept once the baby has been home, and for that reason, most people wait until the hearing. However, either way with him home or still in foster care, I would be devastated if that happened. If we didn‘t bring him home before the hearing, the difference would be that I would never have had the chance to hold him for more than 2 hours, to sing to him, to comfort and care for him throughout the night, or to rock him gently to sleep as I told him this story of the miracle of his journey to us and ours to him.
My dream was about a girl we both know. When we first moved into our house eleven years ago, she was four years old, and almost every day since that first day she knocked on our door to see if anyone could come out and play, she visited us. She was like our adopted niece and shadow. Now, she is a teenager, and we hardly ever see her. In my dream, she had a baby and was not ready to be a parent, so she wanted us to adopt this baby. At one point in my dream, she complained about the baby being a hyper child, and all of a sudden, he was a rambunctious 8-year old boy, jumping on top of a table (my dreams are weird that way sometimes, like a play with no transitions between scenes). I reminded her that she was no picnic at that age either, and then all of a sudden Dave and I were driving on a path in a golf cart next to a lake to go and visit our baby. It was a completely silly and funny dream, and it gave us both a good laugh, until later that night as we were talking about the most important decision in our lives, and the dream became an indication of the future.
Later that day, I was teaching my second math class. The kids were working together on a project, and I was walking around the room like a waitress with 23 customers, helping, observing, reminding, motivating, and pushing them to learn when the phone rang. The phone ringing during class is not unusual, so I had no inkling about the impact this call would have as I picked up the phone. I said hello, and in response I heard Marilyn’s voice. She said, “Alice? Hold on. Your doctor is on the other line, just a minute.” In the split second that it took for her to transfer the call, I felt a flash of confusion. I hadn’t been to see the doctor since last October. My doctor greeted me and then said, “Are you sitting down?” So I sat down with a little twinge of fear. The fleeting thought occurred to me that maybe she discovered that our miscarriage in October really was due to cancer, and she had recently found new evidence; and so when she told me about the baby who was born yesterday, I was understandably slow to comprehend. She explained further. “The birth mother wants him to be adopted. He’s healthy. He’s beautiful. She didn’t have prenatal care before last week because I think the birth mother just didn’t want to face the fact that she was pregnant, but she wants him to have a good home. She asked me to help her with this, because she wants a completely closed adoption. I thought of you immediately.”
“Wow, I’d better sit down,” I thought. Oh, I was already sitting down. I wanted to say yes, what’s next. I wanted to say, no, we’re not ready. We were in the pre-beginning stages of this complicated process called adoption. She must have heard my thoughts because she explained how she would help us find a lawyer to help us through the process, so I thanked her for calling and told her I would call her back after I had spoken to my husband. Wow! The rest of the day was a blur, but I do remember that I did manage to reach Dave by phone at work to tell him of this miracle. My husband, more cautious than I, told me we would talk about it that evening when we got home. So we talked when we both got home that night, and in our conversation he reminded me of my dream. We recalled our last pregnancy and figured that this baby was born right around the time our baby would have been born had he survived. We decided to call and tell my doctor that, yes, we were 100% sure that we wanted this baby. And then the phone rang, right then. Just like it would happen in a movie, it was our lawyer calling to give us more information about how we would begin this wonderful journey - another sign that this was meant to be.
Since then we have spent a handful of hours with our son, Carson, who is right now in foster care with a very nice family an hour drive away. Every time we visit, it gets harder and harder to leave. The foster mother is very strict about her time, and I have been fighting my feelings of jealousy; but it isn’t easy when she tells me things like he smiled at her, even though she adds it might have just been gas. I just have to keep telling myself that this was meant to be, and that God has a reason for answering our prayers in ways we least expect, and then I think back to one more mystical detail of our experience so far that solidifies my feelings that everything is going to happen like it should. The detail is from the first trip we took to the foster home to see Carson. We had already spent time with him in the hospital that weekend and had met the foster parents when they picked him up the day before at the hospital, but this was the first day that we were visiting him in the foster home. We were driving into Manitowoc past this impressive, modern-looking complex. We were speculating about what it might be when my husband commented that they had a nice wide path on the grounds, and it looked like it was made for golf carts. Just then, I looked to my right and we were passing a small lake called Silver Lake, and that last, seemingly meaningless part of my dream came rushing back to me. “It’s my dream!” I shouted. My husband looked at me startled and concerned that I had finally completely lost my mind, and then I explained it to him because I had not told him the golf cart and lake part of my dream before. He accepted it as a matter of fact, another sign that this baby was meant to be.
Now our home study is done, and our court hearing is scheduled for the 23rd of May. After that date, the birth parents can no longer change their minds, and even though for 6 months after that we are considered a temporary placement before there is a finalization hearing, May 23rd will be the day we can begin truly rejoicing that he is ours. We have the option of having him come home sooner, and that is an opportunity that I am taking. I start my leave on May 16th, and ironically, now that we have a set date, it is harder to wait. I am more antsy for our lives to begin. As I write this now it’s only 6 days away, but this wait seems longer than any I have ever endured. What will be nice about having him come home the week before our hearing, because it is before the hearing, we will have a week with our baby that will be just ours before the flood of well-wishing friends and relatives begins.
We have been cautioned that if the birth parents change their minds that it is harder to accept once the baby has been home, and for that reason, most people wait until the hearing. However, either way with him home or still in foster care, I would be devastated if that happened. If we didn‘t bring him home before the hearing, the difference would be that I would never have had the chance to hold him for more than 2 hours, to sing to him, to comfort and care for him throughout the night, or to rock him gently to sleep as I told him this story of the miracle of his journey to us and ours to him.
Tuesday, May 6, 2008
IDK!!!!!
I just read my last entry from what seems like 2 years ago, and I wanted to add that the squirrel never came back, at least while I was watching. Either he is camera shy, or the sight of 7th graders looking for his buried treasure made him decide to bury his nuts in a safer place.
Well, there aren't many days left of this year, and we are finishing up our chapter on equations. When we started this chapter, I had a great idea to relate using letters in equations to text messaging because I know the students are obsessed with it. They write IDK on their papers when they don't know the answer. I told them how many years ago when I was in college, before email was a common word, and cell phones were still too big to fit in people's pockets, I had a roommate who used to make up abbreviations for phrases she used often. The other roommates (including me) thought she was crazy to speak in letters, and we would often make fun of her. Little did we know, letter-speak was the wave of the future. One of her favorite sayings was LCBT (lost cause big time).
It worked somewhat to peek their interest, but now this learning thing is back to as easy as pulling teeth. Back in March a student asked me "Aren't we supposed to stop learning the last week of school?" And I was thinking - "I'm still waiting for you to start!" IDK, IDK ... I remember in my dad's classroom (he was my high school science and math teacher) the words "I Don't Know" weren't allowed. He's retired now, but I think he would also outlaw IDK if he taught teenagers today.
At the end of one day last week, I looked at my face in the mirror and noticed the black marker from my dry-erase marker board was smeared all over my face. I smiled and my teeth gleamed whitely in contrast to my face. I looked like I had been working in the coal mines, and I felt like it too. IDK, sometimes I feel like a LCBT, but at least I'm still smiling!
Well, there aren't many days left of this year, and we are finishing up our chapter on equations. When we started this chapter, I had a great idea to relate using letters in equations to text messaging because I know the students are obsessed with it. They write IDK on their papers when they don't know the answer. I told them how many years ago when I was in college, before email was a common word, and cell phones were still too big to fit in people's pockets, I had a roommate who used to make up abbreviations for phrases she used often. The other roommates (including me) thought she was crazy to speak in letters, and we would often make fun of her. Little did we know, letter-speak was the wave of the future. One of her favorite sayings was LCBT (lost cause big time).
It worked somewhat to peek their interest, but now this learning thing is back to as easy as pulling teeth. Back in March a student asked me "Aren't we supposed to stop learning the last week of school?" And I was thinking - "I'm still waiting for you to start!" IDK, IDK ... I remember in my dad's classroom (he was my high school science and math teacher) the words "I Don't Know" weren't allowed. He's retired now, but I think he would also outlaw IDK if he taught teenagers today.
At the end of one day last week, I looked at my face in the mirror and noticed the black marker from my dry-erase marker board was smeared all over my face. I smiled and my teeth gleamed whitely in contrast to my face. I looked like I had been working in the coal mines, and I felt like it too. IDK, sometimes I feel like a LCBT, but at least I'm still smiling!
Thursday, April 3, 2008
Just Plain Nuts!
It's that time of year where the sights outside the window are even distracting me, and today was a prime example. I was standing by the window when I noticed a fat squirrel directly below the window carrying a rather large nut. He hopped around and finally started to dig into the lawn with his tiny, bony hands. I had never seen such a great view of a squirrel burying a nut, so I told the kids to come to the window and watch. Once the hole was deep enough, the squirrel dropped his nut into it and covered it back up, packing it down using all his weight. It was adorable. I am going to bring my camera to try to catch him next time, and then I will post it here.
Well, the story doesn't end there because these are 7th graders, and they are very curious creatures, so I made sure to be next to the window later when they had recess. Sure enough! one of my students was digging in the grass where he thought he had seen the squirrel bury the nut. He was way off, and I was tempted to let him dig and search until it drove him nuts, but the vision of many little holes in our already beat up front lawn I knew would not please the janitors. So I knocked on the window, got his attention, gave him the evil eye, and shook my head at him. He stopped his search then, at least while I was watching . We'll see what happens tomorrow.
Well, the story doesn't end there because these are 7th graders, and they are very curious creatures, so I made sure to be next to the window later when they had recess. Sure enough! one of my students was digging in the grass where he thought he had seen the squirrel bury the nut. He was way off, and I was tempted to let him dig and search until it drove him nuts, but the vision of many little holes in our already beat up front lawn I knew would not please the janitors. So I knocked on the window, got his attention, gave him the evil eye, and shook my head at him. He stopped his search then, at least while I was watching . We'll see what happens tomorrow.
Saturday, March 29, 2008
Cousin It?
Long hair is the style for boys it seems in our middle school, and this week I learned that sometimes there's more going on behind the hair than I thought - nothing bad, just amusing. I have a student whose bangs were so long that he reminded me of the sheep dog on those old bugs bunny cartoons or "Cousin It" from that old TV show "The Adams Family". No one could see his eyes. He wore glasses, and I would often see him carefully combing his hair nicely into place over them.
Well one day he came to class with a haircut and no glasses. I almost didn't recognize him. I asked him if he had gotten contact lenses, and he said no. He told me he had lost his glasses. He had no idea where they were. Every day after that when he came to class with no glasses and he was squinting at the board up front, I would ask him if he looked for them yet. One time I even sagely suggested, "They're probably under your bed."
After a week of no glasses, I asked him again where his glasses were. I guess my inquiries finally broke him down, because he admitted to me - "I don't like to wear my glasses." Then I asked him if his glasses were the reason why he wore his hair so long before, and aha! The glasses were the reason for the long hair, very interesting! I wonder what all these other long-haired boys are hiding??? On second thought, maybe I don't.
Another interesting side note - a creative definition. I told a class that they were very boisterous, and one girl thought the word meant a class that was made up of more boys than girls. I hate to sound biased, but she could be right!
Well one day he came to class with a haircut and no glasses. I almost didn't recognize him. I asked him if he had gotten contact lenses, and he said no. He told me he had lost his glasses. He had no idea where they were. Every day after that when he came to class with no glasses and he was squinting at the board up front, I would ask him if he looked for them yet. One time I even sagely suggested, "They're probably under your bed."
After a week of no glasses, I asked him again where his glasses were. I guess my inquiries finally broke him down, because he admitted to me - "I don't like to wear my glasses." Then I asked him if his glasses were the reason why he wore his hair so long before, and aha! The glasses were the reason for the long hair, very interesting! I wonder what all these other long-haired boys are hiding??? On second thought, maybe I don't.
Another interesting side note - a creative definition. I told a class that they were very boisterous, and one girl thought the word meant a class that was made up of more boys than girls. I hate to sound biased, but she could be right!
Friday, March 14, 2008
Getting Warmer?
The sun shines so brightly in my classroom windows and heats up the desks. Touching the sunny desktops almost feels like touching a hot iron. I am very lucky to have a room with windows. I was surprised today when I went out for bus duty and it wasn't as warm as I thought it was. It's still wonderful to have the hot sun in my room.
Speaking of hot, I realized this week that I need to watch how I say things with 7th grade students. We were graphing positive and negative numbers on a number line, and I told the students to tell me where to put a point using the "you're cold" or "you're getting warmer" directions from that old game. After I graphed my point, I asked if any other students would like to come up and try graphing a point with help from the class. A brave, smart, and mischievous boy volunteered. He walked up to the board and the first thing he said to the class was - "OK, now tell me when I'm HOT!"
I could tell by the smirk on his face, that he had something else in mind, so I quickly said, "Why don't we just tell you when you're closer or farther away from the point." After that class, I didn't use the warmer/colder game again. I learned my lesson . . . again.
Speaking of hot, I realized this week that I need to watch how I say things with 7th grade students. We were graphing positive and negative numbers on a number line, and I told the students to tell me where to put a point using the "you're cold" or "you're getting warmer" directions from that old game. After I graphed my point, I asked if any other students would like to come up and try graphing a point with help from the class. A brave, smart, and mischievous boy volunteered. He walked up to the board and the first thing he said to the class was - "OK, now tell me when I'm HOT!"
I could tell by the smirk on his face, that he had something else in mind, so I quickly said, "Why don't we just tell you when you're closer or farther away from the point." After that class, I didn't use the warmer/colder game again. I learned my lesson . . . again.
Sunday, March 9, 2008
In the hole
"Where's George (not real name) today?" I seem to ask on a daily, hourly basis about another missing student. It is flu season - same old, same old. Except this season instead of the same old responses - "I don't know" or "He's sick" or "She's at a band lesson." I got this response, "Oh, we threw him in the hole."
"Oh, really?" I replied. "Well, isn't he cold and hungry? Why don't you let him out?"
"No, he's fine. There's food and a television down in the hole."
"Oh, OK, I guess." It was a harmless and interesting metaphor - or so I thought at first.
The next week it was a different student in the hole, and the next week it was the one who created the whole myth in the hole. The myth creator told me the hole wasn't as nice as he originally thought it was, and he was glad to be back. "Well, I'm glad you are back too. Now let's fill in the 'holes' in your learning."
And then I fell into the hole. I got sick on a Saturday when my parents were visiting. I didn't say a word about being sick all day because we were going to a show that night. My parents were going to see my one-act play I wrote, starring them. I wasn't going to miss that for anything. By the end of the night, I was nauseous and had a fever of 101. I hate that darn hole! I felt as if I was going to die. I took my husband down with me, and he is mister "I-never-get-sick." I missed three days of school.
When I got back, I told my myth creating student that the hole is not a great place to be, and we need to fill it back up. He agreed whole-heartedly, but there are still more people getting sick, even those who had their flu shot.
Well, I guess one good thing about being sick is that it makes you appreciate being healthy again. Just like a cold winter really makes you appreciate sunshine and 40 degrees. Spring is coming. I can just feel it. I just hope once the snow is melted that the holes left behind aren't too difficult to fill.
"Oh, really?" I replied. "Well, isn't he cold and hungry? Why don't you let him out?"
"No, he's fine. There's food and a television down in the hole."
"Oh, OK, I guess." It was a harmless and interesting metaphor - or so I thought at first.
The next week it was a different student in the hole, and the next week it was the one who created the whole myth in the hole. The myth creator told me the hole wasn't as nice as he originally thought it was, and he was glad to be back. "Well, I'm glad you are back too. Now let's fill in the 'holes' in your learning."
And then I fell into the hole. I got sick on a Saturday when my parents were visiting. I didn't say a word about being sick all day because we were going to a show that night. My parents were going to see my one-act play I wrote, starring them. I wasn't going to miss that for anything. By the end of the night, I was nauseous and had a fever of 101. I hate that darn hole! I felt as if I was going to die. I took my husband down with me, and he is mister "I-never-get-sick." I missed three days of school.
When I got back, I told my myth creating student that the hole is not a great place to be, and we need to fill it back up. He agreed whole-heartedly, but there are still more people getting sick, even those who had their flu shot.
Well, I guess one good thing about being sick is that it makes you appreciate being healthy again. Just like a cold winter really makes you appreciate sunshine and 40 degrees. Spring is coming. I can just feel it. I just hope once the snow is melted that the holes left behind aren't too difficult to fill.
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